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Christmas Eve Dinner 2010

Wedding Dress - Taeyang

네가 그와 다투고
때론 그 땜에 울고
힘들어 할때면
난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아, 아, 아프고
네 작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
네가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게될까봐
알아버리면 우린 멀어지게 될까봐
난 숨을 죽여 또 입술을 깨물어
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Coz you should be my lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날
돌아봐 줘

노래가 울리면 이젠 너는
그와 평생을 함께 하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게나 매일 밤 기도했는데

네가 입은 웨딩 드레스, oh no
내가 아니잖아
Oh, 네가 입은 웨딩 드레스

내 맘을 몰라줬던 네가 너무 미워서
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어

이미 내 눈물은 다 마, 마, 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던 걸 보면 난
이렇게 될거란 걸 알았는지도 몰라
난 눈을 감아, 끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby, 지나가는 그의 손을 잡지마
Coz you should be my lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐 줘

노래가 울리면 이젠 너는
그와 평생을 함께 하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게나 매일 밤 기도했는데


네가 입은 웨딩 드레스
내가 아니잖아
Oh, 네가 입은 웨딩 드레스, oh, no

부디 그와 행복해
너를 잊을 수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들 다 잊어 줘
비록 한 동안은 나
죽을만큼 힘이 들겠지만

No, oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
아직도 늘 그녀는
날 보고 새하얗게 웃고 있는데

네가 입은 웨딩 드레스
Oh, no
네가 입은 웨딩 드레스

Baby Baby - 4men

이유를 몰랐어 왜 내가 변했는지
한참 생각했어 나 만난 이후로
나 변한 것 같아 아주 많이 말이야
이 노래 들리니 oh

니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 oh
눈을 뗄 수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바로 보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말 oh baby


하루가 지나고 (하루가 지나고)
또 다시만나고 그러다 헤어지고
또 다시 만나게 되고 너무 좋은거야
마냥 웃기만 해 이런 내가 보이니? woo baby


니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 woo
눈을 뗄수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바라보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말
내 하루 하루가 너무 행복해서 oh baby
이런날이 끝나질 않길 모든게 다 변하지 않길


니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 oh oh oh ye
눈을 뗄 수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바라보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말
Oh baby oh oh oh

Death is like a forbidden topic, a taboo that every living species is afraid to talk about.
There are different stages in grieving. One of them is denial.
If one haven't really gotten over someone's death , they will flinch upon hearing the deceased's name.


Never ever ready ; to let go.

The person lives in you no matter how hard you try to pull yourself away from it.
They just do. You start to do the things that he/she does.
Listening to the music that he/she listens.
Eating the food that he likes.
Saying the same words that he says.
Frequenting the places where he used to go to.
Tiny body movements that you might not even realized.

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No balls

There's this visitor who totally pissed the shit outta me.
One fine night, my coworkers and I were sorta relaxing as there aint visitors and this 30 ish chinese visitor/cg came up to me and complained.
About kids playing around with wheelchair when there aint even enough wheelchair.
And he said 'Hope you will tell them to stop fooling around. If you don't do so, I'll tell them personally or call the police.'
Immediately, I wanted to reply 'Go ahead and call the police. Don't bother us with all this.'
I despise this sorta man (is he even a man at all, no balls at all!) who needs someone to pass the message cos' they simply don't have the balls to tell others off themselves.
Why would he need us, a TEMP CLERK who is only in charge of registration to convey the message?
Why would he need a POLICEMAN, who is prolly busy with some other SIGNIFICANT (murder, rape, robbery etc) cases?
This totally proved that he has NO BALLS.
Do you think the sheriff would even bother to entertain him?
I would like to them him straight at his face :
'Sir, the police wouldn't entertain you because
1) The wheelchair is not YOUR property, it belongs to the hospital.
2) The lady is really hurt, she is limping, she might need the wheelchair as much as your mom.
3) You make a police report not because you feel that you would be doing justice to other patients but because of you ownr personal nasty experience, your own personal feelings. It is selfish of you to do so and you need to sort them out.
4) You are a man, why don't you have the balls to them straight in their face?
5) What made you so sure that at that point of time when your mom fell , the wheelchairs were used by teeny boppers who were playing around with it?
6) Wheelchairs and complaints have got nothing to do with us, the screening counter staffs. We basically help people to register only. You want information? Go to the info counter. You wanna make a complaint? Go to Service Quality department? WHEELCHAIRS? Wheerchair bay / info counter staffs. Can you tell how IRRELEVANT it is of you to ask us, who has got nothing to do with the above to settle your personal grudge against teenagers who you alleged played around with wheelchair thus causing your mom to fall without the use of it? It's like asking the pharmacist about surgeries, cashier about the ingredients in the curry puff etc (you get a gist of what I mean?!?)
7) I CAN'T EMPHASIZE MORE ON 'BE A MAN'
8) No use crying over spilled milk. Don't push the burden / responsibility or attribute your mom's misfortune to anyone. Why have you never thought for a single second that you were the one who didn't support your mom well thus she fell? Why don't you carry the blame, be responsible for it?

Wishing's just no good
'Cause you don't see me like I wish you would