2010 as I believe, was the worst year in my entire life. It was all crazy. I graduated with a specialist diploma in Psychology, wanted to take a break from studies (well, exams and assignments actually). I was jobless for 3 whole months, nearly 4 months cos' work commenced on March 29th, 2010.
It was supposed to be a 3 month contract but I stayed on for 10 whole friggin' months. For the initial 3 months, work was fun cos I've yet to encounter any nasty visitors and my coworkers were nothing but fun. BUT, everything changed. Most of those fun people quitted and shit started to happen.Met nasty visitors whom I simply can't comprehend. Like..I just kept wondering 'Why are they like this?' always tryna find a reason that could actually attribute their atrocious behavior but sadly I found none so I just categorize/describe them as 'Incomprehensible'.
It was supposed to be a 3 month contract but I stayed on for 10 whole friggin' months. For the initial 3 months, work was fun cos I've yet to encounter any nasty visitors and my coworkers were nothing but fun. BUT, everything changed. Most of those fun people quitted and shit started to happen.Met nasty visitors whom I simply can't comprehend. Like..I just kept wondering 'Why are they like this?' always tryna find a reason that could actually attribute their atrocious behavior but sadly I found none so I just categorize/describe them as 'Incomprehensible'.
I went for several interviews but was never shortlisted. I pondered and I realized I was lacking of enthusiasm cos' those jobs that I applied for has got nothing to do with my course of study - Psychology. I was never really interested in anything else except fashion, photography, music, food, reading but to be honest, all these interests can't get me anywhere. Interviewer always ask the same question 'Why did you apply for this job?' and I don't wanna sound pathetic by answering 'Cos' I can't find any other jobs and I'm desperately in need of leaving that hellhole.' so I always lied 'I want a change of environment.' which wasn't really impressive at all.
Finally I've decided to let everything go. Fuck that man. I'd rather stay at home and be a jobless person whom got nagged by her mom everyday than to continue working and be a slave of demoralization. To hell with customer service man. I ain't gonna sacrifices my own ego/dignity/happiness in exchange of approval from others. I'm glad that I left that hellhole and I'll never look back.
Well, 2011 is definitely gonna be a better year. I just can sense it ;)
Here are some resolutions :
Imma find a new job.
Imma get my canon 60d baby.
Imma shed off all the weight that I gained while working (ate too much chocolate, depended on it to make me happy)
Imma get my driving license.
Imma get fit, learn muay thai, dancing and buy a new treadmill.
Imma study korean.
Imma get lotsa furnitures.
Imma pamper my babies (i'm referring to my darlin' shoes) and get them a HUGE ASS shoes shelf.
Imma decorate/tidy my bedroom so that it will look like those white european styled bedroom.
Imma plant babybreath, my favorite plant ever (well, next to clover).
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2011, I'm all ready to take you on! :)
Well, 2011 is definitely gonna be a better year. I just can sense it ;)
Here are some resolutions :
Imma find a new job.
Imma get my canon 60d baby.
Imma shed off all the weight that I gained while working (ate too much chocolate, depended on it to make me happy)
Imma get my driving license.
Imma get fit, learn muay thai, dancing and buy a new treadmill.
Imma study korean.
Imma get lotsa furnitures.
Imma pamper my babies (i'm referring to my darlin' shoes) and get them a HUGE ASS shoes shelf.
Imma decorate/tidy my bedroom so that it will look like those white european styled bedroom.
Imma plant babybreath, my favorite plant ever (well, next to clover).
.
2011, I'm all ready to take you on! :)
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