All these while I thought that I've always wanted to protect someone but now I realized that I've always yearned for the opposite.
To be protected.

I've always displayed preference to impassive , apathetic individuals but now.. I start to learn how to like someone who is warm and big hearted.

I guess choosing to like emotional sensitive people makes me feel a lil less vulnerable. It gives me the feeling as though I'm capable of protecting 'em , making their world a lil harsh for 'em.

But this isn't true altruism.
Because protecting them makes me gain back my humanity.
Because I did it for my own interest.
This is plain selfisness.